Self-Satisfaction Blog by rcmania

10月です。ああぁあぁああぁぁぁぁあああぁぁ。（壊）

やっぱり夏休みの宿題状態です。
しっちゃかめっちゃかです。あぁ、どうしよう。
荷物が・・・荷物が・・・荷物がぁ～～～あぁ。（ムスカ的に発音してね）

何のために早めに仕事辞めたのか、わかりゃしない。。。。

どーしよー。　どうもしようもない。

本当に久しぶりにて日本語で更新してみる。
大学時代の友達がBlogについて聞いてきたので、そういえば・・・と思い。

Blog自体は大学生（何年前だよ・・・）の頃から、ちょぼちょぼつけていたけど、
段々パソコンが面倒な時期とか忙しい時期とかあり、疎遠となって、現在に至ってます。

今ではアドレス教えるんじゃなかったなーと思う人もいるが、（爆）
ま、自己責任って事で、そんな事は忘れて生きていきましょう。

昔の日記なりを読んで、思い出してちょっとセンチメンタルジャーニーな今。

あぁ、雨の日ね。雨の日の渋谷。買ってもらったビニール傘。
最初で最後、つないだ手。　すごく懐かしい。
あの蒼い傘は大切に取っておいたけれど、もうどこかに行っちゃった。

それで良い。　もういい加減サヨナラしないとね。

断捨離ですよ。ダンシャリアン。　ダルメシアン。

あぁ、この期に及んで、ぐうたら。　早よ、あの荷物どうにかせねば。

We were so close.
We were planning everything to go forward.

Then, all of a sudden, we were betrayed by the most trusted ones.

Was it irritating?

No, it was more than that.

The fury took over my body and felt like I was on fire.

We have given you some time to think about.

Then, what?

Damn you.

I have a silly but nostalgic dream last night.

There was my old hairstylist whose contact was no longer unknown to anyone in my family.

I did like him amd I had a complete trust in him regarding his technique on my hair.

He opened his own shop, but his mother was ill and he had no choice but to close it.

After closing down, my family could be in touch for a while, but now no one knows his whereabouts.

I really miss his haircut.

Phew, I have been very busy and didn't feel like updating my website.
Anyway, it was quite since the last update.

I went to see the movies today because I had 2 free ticket which expired in 5 days.
So I had to rush to theatre this morning.
I watched "Inception" and "The Predators".

About " Inception", it was good and it was better than I had expected.
The ending was rather sad and made me wonder afterwards.
I definitely will see it again if the DVD is released.

"The Predators", well, the best featured scene was the last 20 minutes.
You can see half naked sexy Adrian Brody, and that's it.

You could guess what would happen in the movie called " The Predators."
There should be running, some creepy unknow object chasing you,
killing, shooting guns, those sort of things, you know.

What else could you expect in "The Predators"??
There is no explanation about what the predators are...
Why was not the green blood acidic to dissolve the human flesh this time?

Oh yes, Adrian Brody and the heroin will not be killed even he was punched and
kicked and dragged down by that violent animal.

Anyway, it made me feel like seeing the very first "Predators" by Schwarzeneggar.
And it was very nice to see the half naked Adrian Brody.
He was masucline and sexy which I had least expected.

It was nice to see movies in theatre.
I wish I could see again very soon.

What else could be the choice this time?

Sometimes I just can't take it anymore.

I am not born to babysit everyone around me.
And I don't have any obligation to do so.
There is of course priority and necessity time to time.
I do not like to be dependent upon.

I am probably selfish and immature.

I can't be always attentively sweet to everyone.

It is becoming nearly my burden to comment on everything said.
Especially to comment on something to suit one's expectation or anticipation.

I am fed up with it.

I am thinking about Mr Darcy in Pride and Prejudice.

Whatever happened to poor Buzz Lightyear?

Wish I could live in the world that had no obligation.

Wish I could live in the world that had no restriction.

Wish it could have lasted more that 2 weeks.

I couldn't update my blog such a long time because, of course I was super busy and exhausted every day
and also I couldn't remember the password to this blog.
O.K. The latest news is I am going to Los Angeles for 2 weeks vacation from 24 March.

I finally changed my mobile from au infobar 2 to iida G9 yesterday.

I was not supposed to change it, but after my 0 key of the mobile came off,
I fixed it with permanent glue and that was my mistake.

I had to push really strong to use 0 key, I made up my mind.

I almost bought Biblio considering the nice amount of dictionaries and huge memory and the reasonable price.

However I changed my mind at the last minute and bought G9 just because of it's facinating design.

I am not yet used to the keysetting and small details and I think I can manage somehow, hopefully.

Time flies like an arrow.

Yes, that is what I truly need.

I don't want to waste my time by waiting.